I mostly write this blog just for myself to be able to vent and improve my writing...
When I forget to write for a long period of time, I feel guilty.
Right now - Life is moving.
It's moving at a pace that is somewhat choppy, kind of like I'm riding the huge wake of a cruise ship, in the middle of the ocean.
Just recently my boyfriend B and I have been going through a rough patch. Mostly on my part because I've been so stressed about school and work as well as bills! Every day I grow more and more tired of corporate America. I hate my desk job and the things I have to go through every day.
I really can not WAIT to get certified to be a yoga instructor this summer! I have a feeling it will be one of the best decisions of my life.
The problem with me though, there is a positive and a negative with everything. I can be extremely pessimistic and I drive myself insane. I worry about so many little things that my stress level goes through the roof. I worry about money, where B and I will move to once our lease is up (which isn't for another 9 months) I worry that I will have a hard time finding work right after I'm done with instructor training. I wish I could just clear my head right now.
My lifetime goal is to own an off the grid home, own at least one yoga/pilates studio, have a farm with lots of animals and maintain me and my families happiness.
I need to get back to my job now - someone save me and find me an eco-friendly job! PLEASE :)
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